The Mind gone to Waste

I swear I’m not dead… I just don’t have internet for a while :.…

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All it takes is one question to evoke so much emotion. One such example is proposing marriage, telling a partner when you’re pregnant, or as simple as asking someone to be a boyfriend. There has been someone that has meant pretty dear to me the past couple months in talking to him and I would just like to leave this message for him/you. (For you know who you are).

You may have noticed that I tagged my posts from the beginning of my vacation and today marks the last with numbers. Here’s something you should do (wink wink). Take the first letter from every post and put it all together. I hope it makes you smile genny.

Dreams

One of my dreams is to establish a humanitarian choir that travels all over the world and help build houses, create agriculture, basically do anything nice for the local people during the day, then at night, sing as one voice in the city’s performance hall. As a more selfish dream, I want my partner to be in choir with me, working to make others’ lives better, singing along side him, and exploring exotic places with him. I can dream…

EDIT: I will definitely read the rest of the hunger games series when I get back..

Note to future BF:

I enjoy tongues running ever so softly down my back and backrubs. Please remember this. ^_^

EDIT: I want to bury my dick in you and pump you filled with my cum.

Til tomorrow!

I have lost two things that will incessantly drive me crazy. I have misplaced a certain cream of mine and I have lost my belt. WTF -_-. This will kill me. I hate losing things, but really doesn’t everybody?  “Oh, I’m so glad I lost my iphone. It was bothering me so much having it”. Dumbass Vincent is dumbass.

EDIT: I was able to webcam with VINNIE and that made me really happy. The internet just so happened to crap out when he had a good angle so i don’t think he will mind me posting this (yes I know your angles)

#photogenicfriendsarephotogenic

ALSO, i miss genny a lot. let that be known to the world. 

Remember when we could all get along like we used to in middle school… I wish I could bake a cake filled with rainbows and smiles and everyone would eat and be happy

Yea… i don’t either

Firebending

I would definitely love that shit. My personality is rather… destructive sometimes. and using fire around the house would be cool (heating up food, starting up fireplaces, and even just simple things like boiling my own water. 

I also get to thunder bend! Fuck Yea!

EDIT: I JUST SHAVED

So here’s the pic of me before shaving (don’t mind my mother’s hand)

My nose is browner due to wearing sunglasses/my glasses ALL THE TIME (you can now call me a brown-noser… -_-)

After telling my mom about shaving she said to keep it so that it will “keep the thugs away”.. her words not mine. so amidst shaving, i thought of a nice compromise

TADA

Also due to the trip, the drapes match the carpet…. TMI ^_^

“You never really know what you have until you lose it”

I hate this quote so much. Especially when one applies it to relationships. The only reason why we think that way is because we expect so much out of our partners that we forget what they actually provide, leaving a “500 days of summer” effect (expectations versus realities). I want to counter this quote with the best advice one of my friends gave in terms of relationship. “When you’re in a relationship, have the lowest set of expectations; that way, when they do something, you’ll be pleasantly surprised” I would even go further and to simply put it “have standards, but don’t have expectations”. Take it day by day and feel what you’re feeling. Don’t worry about futures and what if’s; what’s real is in front of you… It’s what bites your shoulder and cuddles in your chest.